love letter

there are some things that i can’t say to you face to face..

so i’m writing a letter..

for always being my side, thankyou..

for always encouraging me, thankyou..

you’ve found what you wanted to do..

and now working towards it..

and seeing that makes me happy..

for now on you will continue to live on..

but in my case it’s not the same..

my future that i have left..

how should i go about living it?

that it’s..

that’s all that there is..

everyday i fighting against myself..

i’m worried and it’s painful..

and I’ve used up all my energy..

here’s the truth..

it’s painful to be with you…

wanting to do this..

wanting to do that..

but when i’m with you..

a dream that can never come true..

of course it’s not your fault…

that was all my fault..

it doesn’t matter what i do..

for doing so much for me, thankyou..

for saying that you like me, even the way i am now.. thankyou..

i’m sorry that i can’t give you anything in return..

I can’t see you anymore…


melupakan isi kepalaku…

Sakit nggak?

“Nggak sama sekali..”

Tawaku melebar, menyeimbangi kebohonganku yang semakin besar…

Kubiarkan mereka tersenyum lega..

Sebelum kuajak kelopak mataku untuk jatuh menutup..

Melupakan napas dalam satuan detik..

Sampai akhirnya pikiranku menyerah..

Melupakan isi kepalaku..

Melupakan ke pa la ku ..

Tak ada pilihan lain..


LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE 2

I wanna make clouds..

I want to jump over fences..

Play with shadows..

Paint faces..

Get wet..

Invent..

Chase rainbows..

And collect stars..

LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE..


LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE

I want to live my life to the absolute fullest..

To open my eyes to be all I can be..

To travel roads not taken..

To meet faces unknown..

To feel the wind..

To touch the stars..

I promise to discover myself..

To stand tall with greatness..

To chase down and catch every dream..

LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE..


tepi sungai…

Aku masih memilih tinggal dulu disini..

Demi menatapi gulungan kabut pekat yang mencium wajah sungai pada malam hari..
Lenyap dalam serat udara yang tersisir larik-larik sinar bulan..

Aku bisa duduk di tepi sungai berjam-jam lamanya..
t e r s e n y u m . .
Entah pada siapa..

Pada satu malam dingin tanpa angin, seseorang pernah berbisik padaku..

Sungai yang diarungi membuat seseorang bertambah kuat..,
Tapi sungai yang dipandangi hanya akan melemahkan hati..

Dan aku melakukan dua-duanya..

🙂


m e r a p u h . . .

Dengan sederhana dan tak banyak tanya..

Bertahun-tahun ia mencintai orang yang sama..
diarunginya perasaan itu tanpa lelah seperti menaklukkan jeram-jeram..

Namun orang yang dicintainya hadir serupa kabut..
Hubungan yang tak pernah beranjak kemana-mana..
Ada dan tiada seperti kabut malam yang tak tergenggam..

Dan entah kenapa ia selalu memilih untuk memandanginya..

Merapuh dengan sukarela..

Namun wanitanya tak pernah mengerti itu..


Who says you’re not perfect..?

I wouldn’t wanna be anybody else..
You made me insecure, to me I wasn’t good enough..
But who are you to judge..
When you’re a diamond in the rough..
I’m sure you got some things..
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me..
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else..

I’m no beauty queen, I’m just beautiful me..
You got every right to a beautiful life, come on..

Who says, who says you’re not perfect..
Who says you’re not worth it..
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting..
Trust me that’s the price of beauty..
Who says you’re not pretty..
Who says you’re not beautiful, who says?

It’s such a funny thing..
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ’em what you mean..
But they keep whitin’ out the the truth..
It’s like the work of art..
That never get to see the light..
Keep you beneath the stars..
Won’t let you touch the sky..

I’m no beauty queen, I’m just beautiful me..
You got every right to a beautiful life, come on..

Who says, who says you’re not perfect..
Who says you’re not worth it..
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting..
Trust me that’s the price of beauty..
Who says you’re not pretty..
Who says you’re not beautiful, who says?

Who says you’re not star potential..
Who says you’re not presidential..
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me..

Who says you don’t pass the test..
Who says you can’t be the best..
Who said, who said?
Would you tell me who said that.??
Who said..??

Who says, who says you’re not perfect..
Who says you’re not worth it..
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting..
Trust me that’s the price of beauty..
Who says you’re not pretty..
Who says you’re not beautiful, who says?